Today was such an emotional day, I felt so low. I was supposed to leave for the airport in less than 5 hours but here I am writing a blog instead šš. As destiny has its own plans, I had to cancel my two-month prior booked ticket as my parents are traveling to Canada next week. My dad asked me to join them, but I refused as I have exams right after the Christmas break and I had no reason to go. Moreover, I have so many goals set for myself that itās best to stay here be productive and make the most of this month. While writing this I feel like Iām sounding very mature but trust me throughout the day so many times tears rolled down my eyes I canāt tell. I agreed to stay because I have relatives in Birmingham and London so Iām planning to visit them (hopefully by God’s grace), I canāt stay confined in the four walls of my room.

Another reason for my random outburst was that I recently got my first job as SBS Student Ambassador at the University of Manchester. It was a big thing for me and on 29th Novā18 I received my first salary, so I bought an iPad for my mum to gift on her birthday (19th Decā18). But now that I wonāt be traveling, I donāt know how to give her that. I hope she’s not reading this (most likely she wouldnāt). Itās fine though (my parents keep traveling, I know Iāll see them super soon š), Iām just very sensitive (a little psycho ha-haš¤¦šæāāļø).
ForĀ today, I had planned to record a dance video with my friend, but she did not wake up on time, so it got canceled š. I was confused about what to do and ended up editing my āSelf-Care Sunday Routineā video which is due for like a week now. Itās still not finished yet as I got a few feedbacks, so I still got to improvise on it šµ. Later in the day, I created another beauty look, I personally loved the makeup and hair.

I shot this during the night, so I did not get the āperfectā photo unfortunately due to light issuesš¤¦š¾āāļø. It definitely looked better live (yup, self-obsessed š¤·šæāāļø). Overall, it was a slow yet productive day. Hopefully, it’s better tomorrow š¤. A note to self:Ā I havenāt been able to get up on time or even go for a walk recently, I feel super guilty about it and hope to work on that tomorrowš¤šæ.
Quote for day 2: āA strong woman is one who is able to smile this morning like she wasnāt crying last nightā š